“I had to lose my sight to start seeing clearly”
I had to suffer an accident and lose my sight so that I could see many of the things that I was unable to see before.
As a result of the accident the four senses became more acute and the sixth one opened. I didn’t know this, but it’s something quite normal that often happens to a person when he loses a sense as important as sight in order to provide a supplement. It’s part of the survival instinct.
With the opening of my sixth sense, the sensory channels that everyone has also opened. And I could clearly perceive and sometimes hear or see the invisible world that exists around us.
But because of my emotional conflicts I had myself created a trauma because I couldn’t accept living without my sight. And the confusion I had caused permanent stress and I just lived with it because I didn’t understand why these mystical experiences were happening to me. I felt very ill and the psychiatrist, because he didn’t understand what was happening to me either, had prescribed a lot of medication for me within a few days. One day I decided to tell him about my experiences and he said, ” I knew there was something wrong, but you’re worse than I thought. I’m going to increase your medication.”
A week later when I went back, the first thing he asked me was Are you still seeing what you saw before?
I sensed where he was going and I answered:I don’t feel anything anymore, I’m not seeing anything anymore.
He replied –That medication is very good. There are people who have to be given a lot of medication before they stop having the symptoms you had. And for some it doesn’t work and they end up in a psychiatric hospital.
But, what if what was happening to me wasn’t strange at all?
The doctor didn’t believe anything I told him. But the truth is, every time I kept having more mystical experiences. I had to go to different paid professionals and none of them could figure out what was happening to me, until one day I met a great professional, already retired, but who had been recommended to me.
After looking through all my history and doing the necessary tests, he assured me that I was healthier than an apple and that I didn’t have anything serious. He said that everything was as a result of my accident and that it was an emotional reaction. He added that my mystical experiences were something normal that happened to many people, especially younger children and people who had suffered a major change in life like me.
He told me I couldn’t stop taking all the medication all at once because I was indeed taking a lot of pills. But I changed my medication to three pills a day for three months and then gave them up completely.
When the consultation was over, I asked him, –Doctor, when do I have to come back?
And he answered me, I’m going to discharge you now. He told me though that I had to follow his instructions and reduce the medication as instructed. And so, little by little, I was able to clear my head.
And although it cost me dearly to stop the medication and face life again, in the end I was able to do it. And I was also fighting for my son who was only one year old at the time. But after stopping my medication, I was able to start living life again.